BANG!! - S. Hunter McNair

"it becomes a grievance;

an annoyance; truly a habit...

the personal expose becomes a publicity,
you are once again stone cold scared, and,
belligerent, all at the tone of the bell; the event horizon! for all you know; the very reason you find yourself before the man, the gossip, and false truthes - this time ready to go;
ready to pull weight; to stand ground - and suddenly, only the music!
the music!
the music! that stood for your years
the music that stood for you; talked for you; suddenly talks again

it becomes a grievance;
an annoyance; truly a habit...

but this is a world of dreams, a world where I find myself, curiously,;
to sail without an end in sight;
wing across the ambiguous and strange breezes!
ready to crash, in lieu of anything else;
no further objectives, i do live... let's crash!!

what if our souls arise and defy?
what if our wings alight and find sky?

finally on our way,
yet so overwhelmed at our chances from pasts, to escape;
we crawl back from our harmonies and pursasions...

our souls; arise and defy?
our wings, alight and find sky.

it becomes a grievance;
an annoyance; truly a habit..."


bsm.02.2009